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02 March 2011 @ 11:21 pm
All my posts lately have been so grumpy.

I'm sorry for that.

This post isn't necessarily a HAPPY but it's not a GRUMP either.

So. Hi. How have things been? Tour was pretty epic, huh? I sure thought so. And I got to hang out with my best friends which was also awesome. I wish I could have gone to more dates, but it was complicated to plan. But I still had like, the greatest time and I want more shows, RIGHT NOW.

More than anything I want a Reading slot announced. God that would be awesome. And then more tour dates. Yes. Yes.

I'm worried that they'll do a couple of dates around T in the Park, because, I go to ITALY on the 9th. So unless they want to play Italy after that date, I'd be down for it, but if they play the UK I will be >:|

Actually I'll probably be too busy sunning myself and being a proper little tourist.

Other news. I have an idea for my BBB. Yay. It's kind of weird and kind of awesome and I kind of really want it to happen but I SUCK at writing, so, bad times were had by all that day.

Tell me a story!
Feeling: mellowmellow
Listening to: I'll Let You Live - Taking Back Sunday
28 February 2011 @ 06:03 pm
because things just want to be going from shit to shitter, my cold and second cold have no transformed into an ear infection of both ears.


my hearing is pretty limited right now and my head feels like it's full of water.

this is about the scariest thing i've ever expirienced, and the most shit.

i'm on amoxicillin for the next week which will clear the infection, but the doctor couldn't guarantee that it was completely down to the infection that my hearing is fucked, it could be down to the wax against my eardrum (which is there because i used cotton buds, which is some bullshit because i used cotton buds to avoid this crap) and i have a cure for the wax, but i can't start that for a week until the infection is cleared up.

possibly a week of almost deafness? not fun.

i am not a very happy bunny right now.
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Feeling: gloomygloomy
23 February 2011 @ 11:23 am
Urghghghrhghg. I hate things being announced at short notice.

I'd have loved to go to Islington tomorrow, but there was just no *TIME* to PLAN ANYTHING. And I wouldn't have had anyone to go with and urghguhghr it all sucks and I'm still ill and work half killed me and my deadline is on monday and half of my photos haven't even shown up yet and urgh and UGH and merr and everything can just die.

This has been a post.
Feeling: depresseddepressed
22 February 2011 @ 10:23 am
It's my first shift at work today.

Did I mention I got the job? Because I did.

And I missed the first induction to fly out to Dublin.

And I missed the first training to fly back from Dublin.

And I missed another training opportunity to go to Nottingham.

MCR, man, I'm totally just letting them walk all over the first job I've ever had.

No-one seemed to mind though. The problem is that I need to fit four hours of training into about an hour before my first shift.


I'm sick.

Today is going to suck.

You should leave me happiness.

Or something.
Feeling: sicksick
09 February 2011 @ 02:36 am
when you end up talking to three rather lovely guys while waiting for a taxi home and one of them was beautiful and from Nottingham and had stab wounds (why is that hot? it shouldn't be, right? except it kind of was) which he showed you while trying to explain that Nottingham wasn't that bad, which i don't think i ever thought it was until i found out he had been stabbed twice while living there and then your taxi comes before you exchange names or numbers or anything.

why does life hate me?

why am i so awkward?

why can i only talk to the opposite sex with alcohol in my system?

hate my life.

how has your day/evening/night been?
Feeling: drunkdrunk
07 February 2011 @ 12:55 pm
So some of you may know (except you probably don't, because, I don't post much about my personal life) that I am in DESPERATE need of a job but no-one wants me because I am 18 and therefore have to be paid full wages, but I have NO experience and nobody wants to pay full wages to someone who has NO EXPERIENCE IN ANYTHING EVER!

So, I have had a total of ONE recruitment evening in about 6 months. And that ended in a very polite but nonetheless upsetting rejection letter.

However, today, I have an interview for an easy little waitressing gig at quite a good resturant at the local football ground (people know of Delia Smith, right? Because yeah, it's there, only not in the main restuant, but you know, still at one of her terrace booths, or something, I'm not sure, anyway, I digress) and I'm super excited because HELLO MONEY I NEED YOU SO I CAN GET A SEXY NEW PHONE AND MY MUM WANTS ME TO START PAYING RENT!

Except, I woke up this morning to discover that thursday nights drunken 4am finishing adventures have ended with a shady looking bruise on the bridge of my nose.

Did I mention I have applied to work at DELIA SMITH's resturant? She only OWNS the motherfuckin club. I don't think they like to hire people who are capable of getting bruises anywhere on their face. I mean. I know she won't be there, but her little managers and stuff know who to keep out of their employment!

Grrrr. Now I need to leave my house and buy make up for my face. I have never ever owned make up for my face apart from eyeliner, I have no idea what I am doing.

Grr again.

How is everybody else.
Talk to me. Or something? :D?
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Feeling: anxiousanxious
28 January 2011 @ 03:34 pm
So, I signed up for bandombigbang and as soon as I saw my comment there in the sign ups, I was like, oh god, what have I done??

Basically, I write fic. I write lots and lots of fic, but I never actually finish. It's a curse and it drives me mad, so I am almost certain this will be a repeat of last year where I wrote 16000 words of utter rambling because I was forcing it and I wanted to finish so I could start the other ideas in my head, but I didn't want to start them at the same time because I would get mixed up/confused/distracted.

Basically I suck.

I have only signed up for wave two this year. No use in biting off more than I can chew. Again.

I just need a plot. They're usually pretty important. hmmm.

Oh! And! I've already noticed that a couple of my favourite writers have signed up which fills my lonely little heart with so much glee I can barely contain it. Next step? Convince caller15, you know you wanna join bb, and write 10/20,000+ plus of bandom. You knooooooow you do!
Listening to: Pack Up - Eliza Doolittle
13 January 2011 @ 04:50 pm
The spider from the cover of Danger Days, on my skin, for the rest of forever? Ohhhh yes.

It's fucking beautiful. I couldn't be happier.
Feeling: ecstaticecstatic
06 January 2011 @ 04:10 pm
Finish and post fic, oh my god. You have no idea how many things I have on the go once, but I have NOTHING to show for it. It is crazy. I've had a Killjoy fic going since like, a week after the Na Na Na video came out. And where is it right now? Still being written. It's not like I can say, oh, yeah, it's like 935,000 words long which is why it's still in progress, I'm just so *lazy* at writing. Ughh.

I'm also back at uni though, so, writing will be put on a bit of a standstill (she says, like I write like a maniac during holidays; this is a lie) haha.

Happy New Year, lovlies. Tell me new years resolutions or wishes, or something.
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Feeling: pensivepensive
10 December 2010 @ 01:23 pm
Step 1: Set your primary playlist to random and shuffle it.
Step 2: Post the first line (or first couple of lines) from the first 20 songs that play (or however many you want to), no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Anyone is allowed to guess the answers.
Step 4: Strike through and add the artist and title below the lyric when someone gets one right.
Step 5: Looking them up on the interwebs is cheating, and every time you cheat a kitten dies. So don't do it.

Not quite 20 songs...more like 45. idk.Collapse )

Enjoy lovelies.
Feeling: hungryhungry
Listening to: Vampire Money - My Chemical Romance